Wednesday, 8 January 2014

The State of being Father

8th January,2013
15:00

Hello Diary

How that feels to be a father? An abrupt inquisition had occurred to me. There is some inexplicable urgency develops, the moistness maroons all stiffness of the man. It's special relationship and unreplaceable. It binds you with all uncanny epiphany. A reminder an alarm which ticks every moments which checks you every time. A path of righteousness involuntary comes within you. A true self evolves and you are more than a man. A true hero.

The children are more than assets- a soul from your soul. You will do everything to protects the soul from the world. You will start doing the things which you haven't done before. You will say the things which you haven't said before. No matter how tough you are, you will eventually cry when your child is born. A tear of joy will flow and your glows more than ever. 

You will stand for him. You will make him what you couldn't be. Your child will be the constant reminder of your past and you will give your best to make him best.

Once William Wordsworth said "A child is a father of a man". Truly said. A responsibility comes to a man when he grabs his child for the first time in his arms. That's a time onwards you can't stumble, from that time onwards you can't afford to fumble. A poignant anxiety which reflexes and outnumbers the grief inside you. That's called "Child" A child is also constant reminder that there is a hope in the world.

You might find this silly right now and it's obvious it will be for now because you are a student only doing final year graduation. Still lot of time left for you. Let's calculate how long?  Then after all your introspection you suddenly realise. Oh fuck! That's just 6 year from now when you might get married. Oh my god! I can't feel myself, that's very less time. I haven't lived my life. Till then I lived the life of vagabond, then suddenly I will have the responsibility to look after another person. You question yourself that "Am I capable of doing that?" Huh!!

Friends I will say to you that do not blow your whistle in vacuum. Nobody will listen. It's you and only you who can perform in your behalf. Nobody will fuck for you, because it's your fucking matter. You plan from now onwards and execute them quick. Make yourself eligible, work hard then only you will be able to squeeze the juice from the fruits. Pressing the panic button not going to help.

Store your calmness and excrete your qualm. Get the best education as possible to secure yourself first. This is great psychological factor in order to keep running you forward. Gain the thing which was unbeknownst to you then. Time to thrive on your knowledge and experience. Every single minutes count, make most from it. Make yourself presentable, be great sociable person learn good things from every source. Loose your egotist as it will block your intelligence, never let it happens to you. You got just few more years. Remember that what your parents your grandparents did for you. Take that inspiration and proceed to make your life heaven. A good human being.

 

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