6th January,2014
17:30
Hey Diary,
I came back today morning to Kannur. I read the Bhagvad Gita till 200 pages. Yet to read more and more. Long way to go still. When you read just thought invoking and in sighting sacrosanct scripture, one really get lost in them. It's obvious that the self-expectation too rise up every time when one climb to high. The man self-esteem rises up each time. The primary objective is to maintain for prolonged period of time and incessant flow towards destination. Then the sudden serendipity can change the life on its own. That's fate that's your destiny.
I am telling you with utmost dismay and incredulous feeling that I feel horrible human being today. It wasn't that I expected to be. I did get shaken out by any capricious or even precarious situation. The sad part is that it take long time to recover that trauma of tyranny to innocent mind. The mind which I endeavour for, the mind which I pledge to carry forward, the mind which flow smoothly. The subject is your own soul. I am not telling you to be egoist, or doing anything for your own personal gratification or even vendetta against the devil inside. It is one thing and foremost just one thing that never let the human spirit down the aisle of veracity. You stand for something, you are more than a thing, never let any imaginative wind blow your spirit.
I came here to make confession and it's lifting my spirit now. I am not here to justify my deeds or I don't promise about my tenacity of my morality, but one thing for sure that I will never let this man fall down towards the dungeons. I will fight back. I will run again towards a point of prudent. And again I will reach the pinnacle of the aisle.
17:30
Hey Diary,
I came back today morning to Kannur. I read the Bhagvad Gita till 200 pages. Yet to read more and more. Long way to go still. When you read just thought invoking and in sighting sacrosanct scripture, one really get lost in them. It's obvious that the self-expectation too rise up every time when one climb to high. The man self-esteem rises up each time. The primary objective is to maintain for prolonged period of time and incessant flow towards destination. Then the sudden serendipity can change the life on its own. That's fate that's your destiny.
I am telling you with utmost dismay and incredulous feeling that I feel horrible human being today. It wasn't that I expected to be. I did get shaken out by any capricious or even precarious situation. The sad part is that it take long time to recover that trauma of tyranny to innocent mind. The mind which I endeavour for, the mind which I pledge to carry forward, the mind which flow smoothly. The subject is your own soul. I am not telling you to be egoist, or doing anything for your own personal gratification or even vendetta against the devil inside. It is one thing and foremost just one thing that never let the human spirit down the aisle of veracity. You stand for something, you are more than a thing, never let any imaginative wind blow your spirit.
I came here to make confession and it's lifting my spirit now. I am not here to justify my deeds or I don't promise about my tenacity of my morality, but one thing for sure that I will never let this man fall down towards the dungeons. I will fight back. I will run again towards a point of prudent. And again I will reach the pinnacle of the aisle.
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