4th January, 2013
00:30 Indian Standard Time
Dear Diary
Life is so less when you are not frivolous. Mistake is not a tragedy where you keep hovering your mind for prolonged time. You can't even focus on the next part. You get loosen and loosen, then loosing and loosing, then lousy and lousy. Then the end. Then after few hours or days you wonder that why??? why the hell I did that huh...
You keep asking and asking yourself and get trapped in another time warp of procrastination. You unwantedly loose other things too. Then few days later you say that " I am sick of all these shit. I can't do anymore. I want to get over this. But I can't. It's still sailing me back to the same silly shore."
This keeps on going and there is no ending. Then after few years your mind cannot take this anymore. You naturally inhibit the flow of that same obstructing stuff. Our mind has tendency to built a defence mechanism to tackle any negativity. Compromise is just one of the defensive tool. The other is ostracizing the thought flow.
In every human being life there comes a time, we call rapture or epiphany. This is a time when a person realizes that what is right and what is wrong. He or She sees thing crystal clear. There is no illusion. A person becomes more truthful and sagacious. It comes with an experience. In general old age is such time period.
So, I urge all my readers to know the truth of your life. Search and explore, you will discover one day. Don't delay. Mistakes bound to happen, learn from it and take this into your deep core of your soul. It's a hue which plays huge role in carving you as a human. Again I say don't be late to realize when you lying on the bed counting at your 11th hour. And suddenly you self-pity for missing the harms and charms of life-cycle.
00:30 Indian Standard Time
Dear Diary
Life is so less when you are not frivolous. Mistake is not a tragedy where you keep hovering your mind for prolonged time. You can't even focus on the next part. You get loosen and loosen, then loosing and loosing, then lousy and lousy. Then the end. Then after few hours or days you wonder that why??? why the hell I did that huh...
You keep asking and asking yourself and get trapped in another time warp of procrastination. You unwantedly loose other things too. Then few days later you say that " I am sick of all these shit. I can't do anymore. I want to get over this. But I can't. It's still sailing me back to the same silly shore."
This keeps on going and there is no ending. Then after few years your mind cannot take this anymore. You naturally inhibit the flow of that same obstructing stuff. Our mind has tendency to built a defence mechanism to tackle any negativity. Compromise is just one of the defensive tool. The other is ostracizing the thought flow.
In every human being life there comes a time, we call rapture or epiphany. This is a time when a person realizes that what is right and what is wrong. He or She sees thing crystal clear. There is no illusion. A person becomes more truthful and sagacious. It comes with an experience. In general old age is such time period.
So, I urge all my readers to know the truth of your life. Search and explore, you will discover one day. Don't delay. Mistakes bound to happen, learn from it and take this into your deep core of your soul. It's a hue which plays huge role in carving you as a human. Again I say don't be late to realize when you lying on the bed counting at your 11th hour. And suddenly you self-pity for missing the harms and charms of life-cycle.
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