A new exciting life has begun. Something which I dreamt of in my childhood, but couldn't keep. Staying for few days in friend's house and that to in another city. This is really new experience for me to comprehend the whole new human behaviour and to feel the social existence.
Childhood has been very restrictive and I always accuse my parents of making me dumb as I couldn't open up myself. Even today I am bit perturb to talk something new to acquaintance or friends. So couldn't go that far enough and didn't had so profound friendship.
My behaviour might be puerile to all of you but I believe my mind is bit mature than that. People don't recognize or appreciate this exception is my sister who really make me feel confident. I used to slowly curtail all such emotional relationship, couldn't kept that long. Even some time I had good launch on these sensitivity but couldn't be incessant for long. This is the traits of my dad which I am carrying through although I have learned to be more expressive though.
I also wanted of one education partner with whom I can share my intellect and he share his, and we could develop something fascinating stuff which will surely make people wonder. More than that it will make both of us happy and gay. I needed that interesting thought, that input which always encourage me to carry on. Unfortunately I couldn't find those. Maybe due to my ineptness or in competencies. But one thing always kept me going no matter what stopped me or thrashed me. That is "Hope and Believe", that one day I will break that jinx of that mystical curse.
It took me so long to be strong enough to face myself and talk to you freely. Certainly there is great scope for me and I will do it. In the annual function of Class VI, I was in a group song. The song was "I have a dream a song to sing" by Westlife (I came to know about westlife in recent years only!). Whenever I sang this song I don't know why it gave me immense happiness which enthralled and thrived me. After long 10 years I listened it today and believe me it is still generating a positive vibe around me.
I have a dream,
A song to sing,
To help me cope,
With reality,
If you see the wonder,
Or a fairy tale,
You can make a future,
Even If you fail,
I believe in angel,
Something good in everything I see,
I believe in angel,
When I know the time right for me,
I have a dream,
To cross a stream!!!
Childhood has been very restrictive and I always accuse my parents of making me dumb as I couldn't open up myself. Even today I am bit perturb to talk something new to acquaintance or friends. So couldn't go that far enough and didn't had so profound friendship.
My behaviour might be puerile to all of you but I believe my mind is bit mature than that. People don't recognize or appreciate this exception is my sister who really make me feel confident. I used to slowly curtail all such emotional relationship, couldn't kept that long. Even some time I had good launch on these sensitivity but couldn't be incessant for long. This is the traits of my dad which I am carrying through although I have learned to be more expressive though.
I also wanted of one education partner with whom I can share my intellect and he share his, and we could develop something fascinating stuff which will surely make people wonder. More than that it will make both of us happy and gay. I needed that interesting thought, that input which always encourage me to carry on. Unfortunately I couldn't find those. Maybe due to my ineptness or in competencies. But one thing always kept me going no matter what stopped me or thrashed me. That is "Hope and Believe", that one day I will break that jinx of that mystical curse.
It took me so long to be strong enough to face myself and talk to you freely. Certainly there is great scope for me and I will do it. In the annual function of Class VI, I was in a group song. The song was "I have a dream a song to sing" by Westlife (I came to know about westlife in recent years only!). Whenever I sang this song I don't know why it gave me immense happiness which enthralled and thrived me. After long 10 years I listened it today and believe me it is still generating a positive vibe around me.
I have a dream,
A song to sing,
To help me cope,
With reality,
If you see the wonder,
Or a fairy tale,
You can make a future,
Even If you fail,
I believe in angel,
Something good in everything I see,
I believe in angel,
When I know the time right for me,
I have a dream,
To cross a stream!!!
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