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Writing you after so long time. I was all busy with tour and project work, went to Dhanbad in coal mining area for the questionnaire and survey. Then there was big hectic family issue and I stopped for caring all matters of concerns. My brother-in-law was hospitalised for serious liver problems, he ate lobster for the first time and had serious stomach ache. Now he is better.
Today I talked to my elder cousin sister Vandana di and she talked about my childhood and all fun we had during that time especially summer of '99, when she got married. She reminded me of one funny incident when she came to Patna first time in the year 1997, I think. I don't remember exactly but I was in the St. Karens School and the television serial Shaktiman was going to start. I was kind of rolling the Tulsi leaves and some ingredients on the Siloti (traditional Indian mixer) and when she asked that what I was doing then I replied that I am doing research for medicine purpose. I don't remember that but hearing that really bewildered me for long period of time. I still can't believe this that I said that, really it blow me up.
Man! research really that was to big to say for 8 year kid. This showed that I had always some penchant for something big. I always had that enthusiasm but eventually it dropped with every year. I tried but in wrong direction, I didn't had right vision. Once I thought myself to be working for Archaeological Survey of India in class V. I had this interest till Class VIII. I was reading big fat history book of my sister. It was of class VIII of ICSE board and was pretty thick. I read many times and medieval world history really enthralled me. I once asked my history teacher Miss Anshima Singh about entry to ASI and she was astounded by my interest because all student was suppose to hate history, but I found interesting. All the names and year really made me happy. But I didn't know what I was up to.
Looking back to 1997, I should have focussed myself in medicine field, or becoming doctor or something. This family really miss doctor. The responsible and honourable job with conviction.
As the old Nietzsche said "Conviction is more dangerous enemies of truth than lies". So, I had to be sure enough my visceral choice, even a small hunch before turning them in conviction, once it is done then there is no looking back, you have to stand on it and eventually it becomes your compulsion and later you regret. The fear never lets you move forward and takes you one step back. Whatever you do or become always stand for truth.
Writing you after so long time. I was all busy with tour and project work, went to Dhanbad in coal mining area for the questionnaire and survey. Then there was big hectic family issue and I stopped for caring all matters of concerns. My brother-in-law was hospitalised for serious liver problems, he ate lobster for the first time and had serious stomach ache. Now he is better.
Today I talked to my elder cousin sister Vandana di and she talked about my childhood and all fun we had during that time especially summer of '99, when she got married. She reminded me of one funny incident when she came to Patna first time in the year 1997, I think. I don't remember exactly but I was in the St. Karens School and the television serial Shaktiman was going to start. I was kind of rolling the Tulsi leaves and some ingredients on the Siloti (traditional Indian mixer) and when she asked that what I was doing then I replied that I am doing research for medicine purpose. I don't remember that but hearing that really bewildered me for long period of time. I still can't believe this that I said that, really it blow me up.
Man! research really that was to big to say for 8 year kid. This showed that I had always some penchant for something big. I always had that enthusiasm but eventually it dropped with every year. I tried but in wrong direction, I didn't had right vision. Once I thought myself to be working for Archaeological Survey of India in class V. I had this interest till Class VIII. I was reading big fat history book of my sister. It was of class VIII of ICSE board and was pretty thick. I read many times and medieval world history really enthralled me. I once asked my history teacher Miss Anshima Singh about entry to ASI and she was astounded by my interest because all student was suppose to hate history, but I found interesting. All the names and year really made me happy. But I didn't know what I was up to.
Looking back to 1997, I should have focussed myself in medicine field, or becoming doctor or something. This family really miss doctor. The responsible and honourable job with conviction.
As the old Nietzsche said "Conviction is more dangerous enemies of truth than lies". So, I had to be sure enough my visceral choice, even a small hunch before turning them in conviction, once it is done then there is no looking back, you have to stand on it and eventually it becomes your compulsion and later you regret. The fear never lets you move forward and takes you one step back. Whatever you do or become always stand for truth.
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